hello

New Livejournal

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 02:06:38 GMT

well ever since the band decided to change the name to "robot with a wing", i've been meaning to just make a new one to avoid confusion, so here it is

gggabriel.livejournal.com

if anything, maybe i'll make this LJ specifically for the band.

I'm back!

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 22:05:03 GMT

Hello. I'm back! :]

Actually, maybe I'll be back.
Too bad my digi-cam is no more. Otherwise I would have probably posted in this thing more often.

goodbye

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 06:52:18 GMT

goodbye

i measured distance in lines

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 02:05:21 GMT

"count it!"

disneyland and i'm eating tomyum soup

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 23:44:00 GMT

So saturday, the band is going to disneyland. Reg is bringing his camera so he can take pictures of little kids crying, then put them in a photo album labeled, "Kodak Moments".
7:00 call time. and we march at 11:30 a.m.

Oh and...wait nevermind.

so i can play that silly super mario theme on the piano

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 02:46:40 GMT

canned chili. recorded guitars. bad singing. super mario. piano playing. musiktag friday. blood brothers. hair cut. confirmation retreat. no school. m-s night. bon bons. wasting money. cold day. thin sweater. confusing math. potential failure. staring problem. lazy lethargy. fun redundancy. stupid post. silly entry. going nowhere. future deletion. crowd repeller. goodbye now. auf wiedersehen.

ok, i guess i can cross out post useless entry on my livejournal on my things to do list.

skadoodles.

i am addicted to fruity pebbles

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 00:33:38 GMT

it's sunday and the four day weekend is almost over. it went by too fast and im kind of disappointed. i have a lot of homework to do, but it can wait. grin

thursday . reg came over and we went to millies. i got the jumbo cinnamon bun. i always wanted to get it and i finally got it. it wasn't very good. perhaps i held too high of expectations for it.
there was also the football game, yeah. on a thursday and on a holiday.

at millies:
(yes, i know im immature)

at vincents house:
we found the dead rat.

and on vincents carpet, with some modifications, you can come up with a phallus.

friday . went to vincents house in the after-noon and also slept-over.
we played halo 2 a lot.

well bye.

sore throat and a coheed show

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 19:11:26 GMT

so nov. 4th (a thursday) i went to the coheed & underoath show. it was fun
so the show started at 7:00, we went inside around 7:20-7:30. i bought a shirt and my dragonfly belt buckle. they didn't have the comic so i couldn't buy that.

went onto the floor and tried to get as close as possible. 3 opened for them. the crowd didn't do much, but the guitarist was pretty crazy. underoath came on. they opened with it's dangerous business... they played some other songs. then the last song, they played when the sun sleeps. although, it wasn't the same, but at least they played it. the pit was fun during that song.
(it still wasn't the same, i didn't enjoy underoath as much)

then set change, then coheed went up. they opened with the crowing. pit was crazy. they played devil in jersey city, favor house atlantic, neverender, hearshot kid disaster, faint of hearts, al the killer, delirium trigger, blood red summer, light and the glass, and ended with in keeping... .
(in the pit i dropped my glasses, but no one stepped on them. some asshole used me as a boost so i pulled him back down. but reg got it worse, i mean, he did get socked by a girl)
i got alot of clips of coca. i even got the whole ending of everything evil (starting from "stay until wednesday." (clips was from mostly the last half, i was in the pit the first half). but none from underoath. i didn't want to risk taking out my camera.
and unfortunately i didn't get a lock of claudio's hair.

thats all. it was fun
oh yeah, if anyone wants the video clips i took, tell me.

so i ate another tv dinner this morning

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 21:41:53 GMT

friday went to millies. then band. oh yeah, it was the homecoming game.

went to reg's house on saturday in hopes of recording some stuff. we also went and watched the grudge. i still say the japanese version is better.

i hate tomatoes.

thats all for now.
btw, we didn't record anything and accomplished very little. (we did got the intro to our next song down)

gloomy days bring out smiles

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 03:33:21 GMT

so we had a band competition on friday, but i forgot to take pictures. however, next time i'll remember and will take pictures of the bands that are going to beat us all.
so i just read guts by chuck palahniuk and im awestruck. after reading it i felt uncomfortable, but in a good way.
so i got my grades too, 2 A's (band, so i guess that doesnt count); 1 B; 2 C's; 1 D-. i guess my plan now is to spend more time on science. better yet, all my academic classes.
past few days it has been raining, but havn't gotten the time to take any pictures. hopefully this weather wont end soon and i will be able to get some decent photographs.
i did my monthly review of the music i remember on piano. it went ok, i forgot some parts of some of my pieces. but just places i can just look back on when i feel like it.

i would ramble on more but i cant think of what else to say.
so i bid you adieu. or tschüs

robot lets die

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 21:31:06 GMT

this place is dead. [like the collection of spiders under my bed. they give off an aroma that smells like butterflies and farts.]

not intending to be oblique. i just thought it was interesting.

im in love with a girl named adrienne

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 02:00:41 GMT

i finally was able to get cries of the past - underoath. and the scars of ages - through the eyes of the dead.

going to over-listen to both cd's within the week. but its all good. bye.
oh yes, band camp sucks.

<3

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 23:15:50 GMT

hello absent stalkers. i made a myspace just for you. >myspace [robotwithawing]<

femme kabuki has a myspace.
>femme kabuki<

im getting my classes today. oh joy.

-edit. i got my classes already.
schedule:
marching band
german 2
english 2 p - juarez-med
"adv" concert band - clements [should i go back to 3rd period band or stay in 4th?]
nat. science 2 - may
geometry - i, shari

<bye/3

.and there's sun over the cumulonimbus?

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 01:56:38 GMT

bored so i made these pictures. or movies. or moving pictures.

-edit: nvm. cant find a good host. so heres an excerpt from invisible monsters instead.

Jump to just before my bangages come off, when a speech therapist says I
should get down on my knees and thank God for leaving my tongue in my head,
unharmed. We sit in her cinderblock office with half the room filled by her
steel desk between us, and the terapist, she teaches me how a ventriloquist
makes dummy talk. You see, the ventriloquist can't let you see his mouth move.
He can't really use his lips, so he presses his tongue against the roof of his
mouth to make words.
Instead of a window, the terapist has a poster of a kittne covered in
spaghetti above the words:
Accentuate the Positive
She says that if you can't make a certain sound without using your lips,
subsitute a similar sound, the terapist says; for instance, use the sound eth
instead of the sound eff. The context in which you use the sound will make you
understandable.
"I'd rather be thishing," the terapist says.
then go thishing, I write.
"No," she says, "repeat."
My throat is always raw and dry even after a million liquids through
straws all day. The scar tissue is rippled hard and polished around my unharmed
tongue.
The terapist says, "I'd rather be thishing."
I say, "Salghrew jfwoiew fjfowi sdkifj."
"No, not that way," the terapist says. "You're not doing it right."
I say, "Solfjf gjoie ddd oslidjf?"
She says, "No, that's not right, either."
She looks at her watch.
"Digri vrior grnjgi g giel," I say.
"You'll need to practice a lot, but on your own time," she says. "Now,
again."
I say, "Jrogier fi fkgoewir mfofeinf fcfd."
She says, "Good! Great! See how easy?"
On my pad with my pencil, i write:
fuck off

i cant think right now. <3

<bye/3

out of the "photograph" picture

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 01:30:09 GMT

-stranger than fiction. i shall buy it sometime soon, i hope.

went to reg's house. met his friend vincent. watched fahrenheit 9/11, which was a good movie and made george bush look rediculous, or should i say more rediculous. which was michael moore's motive im assuming.
anyway. after, had first "practice". [sort of. but at least we actually played through one whole song. then we just messed around as in play songs that pissed reg off]. and thats femme kabuki for you.
crashed at his house. last to sleep, which was at around 5:00 i believe and first to wake up, which was at 6:30 or something. meaning i only got at least an hour and a half sleep. was i wired?? no, it was just too cold to sleep, and i had alot on my mind.
today, went to the "mall" to "hang out". oh and i finally bought
pgmg - the new romance. this albums more "electronic" or so to speak. i like it though.

its a saturday, but it doesn't feel like that. could be this queer atmosphere/weather giving off odd complexities. anyway. i have some homework and studying to do. good bye.

[[oh yeah, if somehow you find this. it was nice meeting you]]

</3

it's make-believe

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 04:53:21 GMT

yesterday was my sisters graduation. [from college. her major was hotel and restaurant management]. then ate at this one place after, and i saw james there. then we watched tv and snl at my sister's place then went home late.

today. reception at "todai". then i was forced to watch harry potter [again]. second time watching it. but this time i.. nvm

ohh and i finally finished reading invisible monsters. which is now the book that took longer to read than all my other books. mainly because i never have time anymore or i never really got into it. i liked it though. it was just sort of slow and somewhat weird to read. since it "jumps", literally. [they're still making a movie out of this i believe] now i must go out and buy diary by chuck palahniuk.

tomorrow is monday. lets do what i did on friday for the rest of the week yes?
which was: absolutely nothing.

[random]
loozerflip: why dont we just call you deuce
loozerflip: or what annie the icebox? orsomething
xmyowntragedy: its annie the iceCUBE
loozerflip: haha i was gonna go annie the iceberg
xmyowntragedy: lol
xmyowntragedy: thats as worse
xmyowntragedy: then next thing you know you'll be saying annie the eskimo or annie below zero
loozerflip: haha
loozerflip: of course
[/random]

</3

tormented yes?

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 03:35:50 GMT

Two finals tomorrow and currently i am neglecting the benefit of my grades. OH well. useful studying is nothing more than a ten minute skim through the notes. luckily i actually took good notes.
anyway, [concerning my grades] this year sucked and i got horrible grades. for sure next year i'll give more effort. a lot more effort. oh well, i guess its about time to grow the fuck up anyway.

school ends at 12:00 and its over. freshmen year is over. oh joy. but im sure going to miss those seniors.
then band has to come back at 4:00 to set up. [practice]. for the graduation. yes. how fun.

isn't it grand how i seem to ruin the situation? like i can fuck up everything in a matter of seconds [.days.]. i seem to be pro at that, or soo 1337 at killing the moment. a virtuoso at disasters. beautiful. which appears to be very picturesque yes?
oh well, good timing i suppose, since i have a week to build up my apathy.

</3

go shoot yourself

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 00:55:22 GMT

you know what?. they play story of the year too much on mtv2. but then again. why the hell am i watching mtv?. now they're playing coca. mtv plays it too much but oh well. it makes me want to pull out SSTB and listen, but ill do that later.

today i had my german final. it was pretty easy. nothing i didnt know.[to an extent]tomorrow i have 1 final. and on thursday i have 2.

i feel irate. perhaps i should take it out on annoying people. "said" kids
no, i'll save that for later.

<later/3

stars over daylight skies.

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 21:37:20 GMT

friday chilled with reg i also bought "haste the day". the cd is alright. listen to most of the songs and realized most of their songs sound the same [well the songs in burning bridges]. i also realized i could have bought other cd's but too lazy to look. so just i bought that instead. im satisfied though.

on saturday, did the same thing. but, watched harry potter. it was ok. nd
i also saw angela <3. havnt seen her in a long time. after that went to the yearbook signing. sat in one spot half the time then decided to walk around and look for people.

goodbye seniors, though i hardly knew any. goodbye to the ones i knew
[good luck cecille, charlene. <3 ill miss you.] (ohh and ray too)

bored lastnight so i looked for my notebook, took a random poem i wrote long time ago. got my acoustic, and then locked myself in my room until i wrote a song. it sounds ok. nothing catchy or appealing to it. i think i have to change the lyrics around. or at least guitar.

anyway. i have some 12 major scales to look over.

<goodbye/3

exuberant what?

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 04:21:58 GMT

slam your guitar into my head because i've been getting frequent headaches again. meaning i have been passing out before the time i go to sleep. and i still wake up somewhat late and/but still fucking lethargic.

tomorrow is thursday. one week school is over. and then a short break then summer school starts. im taking world history. great. then another really short break then band camp starts. and we have to listen to new band captains and drum majors.

i seriously need to find some trumpet music so i can play for cpr points in german. that is, if i remember. whatever. ill just pass that class at an average again. good times.

now lets be cliché and write ~~heart~~broken ~~sappy~~ love songs to eachother.

<farewell/3

sunny days = stay indoors

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 03:02:35 GMT

past 2 days: eat kandy, eat those frozen pops [the ones in the plastic tubes], watch music video's and some movies. [socially inactive yes?]

today is sunday. woke up at around 6:00. turned on my fan. then went back to sleep.
woke up again at 9:00. had lucky charms for breakfast and then played around on guitar. ate subway for lunch, and while i was there, i dropped by super arcade. changed alot in the past months i havn't been there. they have dance maniax 2nd mix [finally] so i played one game. they have ppp. and some other games are new. but thats about it

i watched my neighbor totoro and castle in the sky again. good times.

oh, i also bought lucas at blockbuster again. i think my liver is already damaged from eating that stuff too much. too bad.

i didnt go out this weekend unfortunately. arent i a loner or what?
[dont answer]

<later/3

cause:boredom effect:irritability

Sun, 30 May 2004 02:37:27 GMT

-false alarm. i found my charm. it must've fell out of my pocket while i was in my room. gasp

who's depressed? of course, everyone is. to be "cool" is to set your angst and depression on display, for everyone to see, just for the attention you dont want to think you crave. oh, but you do want it. "she hates me, no one likes me, he ate my cheese, i dont get attention" its been done.
unless you're writing emotional lyrics for your band [wink]. then get the fuck over it.

ok. im done. [just proven myself hypocrital]. but of course im not open.
keep your emotions in your head and you will be fine.

[im in dire need of a distortion pedal]

good DAY sir! - says willy wonka

a vacation preparation

Fri, 28 May 2004 23:51:55 GMT

its friday and its a 3 day weekend. what shall i do?.
my parents are leaving for the weekend. so free weekend to do whatever.

i have a couple finals i need to cram i mean study for. just to make my grades look decent. [at least]

i lost my 3 dollar charm [figaro]
so angry. some asshole must of picked it up off the ground in the locker room and kept it. dammit.

<bye/3

mm. success

Fri, 28 May 2004 04:10:23 GMT

finally. about time. anyway.

testing

Thu, 27 May 2004 04:38:35 GMT